zozmite‌:

yea, but what if i all fuck that shit up?

what if i ain’t no good at making all these decisions without it being all dictated by some shit in my pan?

maaan. fucking up is also part of life
you think you gonna go into shit and not fuck up plenty?
even if it’s shit you done in the past, you ain’t gonna just go right back into it like you know what the fuck you remember doing last
shit’s always gonna be accepting approvement.

shiiiiit, like…
i bake and cook and all that and i still bitch at myself
still get aggression on my own fool self for a mistake
working your pan out also comes with time
work things out all slow and see what you can be doing with ease or what feels worth it all to ya
them motherfuckin others in ya pan are another obstacle in a way
ain’t saying they stopping you from living
just gotta learn all and how to work round them and still get what you want done

you don’t gotta be good at it to try
worrying about not beng good at shit’s just gonna stop you from taking that first leap
hakuna matata as the phrase up and goes

zozmite:

what if a motherfucker doesn’t all know what to do with that much control over his own motherfuckin life?

lose control in a different motherfuckin sense
get a hobby that you ain’t gotta have control on
painting’s good
there’s plenty of hobbies for a motherfucker 
hobbies that ain’t need hells of focus or control

or video games for such
ain’t gotta have some grand motherfuckin job or life
just be you
just do what looks good
love what you love

experiment that shit
life be about EXPERIENCING. 
.o}