y’know what
no.
i’m through dying my joy down cuz i’m afraid shit’s gonna happen.
i’m happy and NOTHING BAD’S gonna happen cuz of it.
i’m opening back up to my friends.
i got a good relationship.
my pets are healthy.
my kid’s smart
shit’s going great.
no way is something sour gonna happen just cuz i’m happy

having lunch with two other motherfuckers
what you want me to call it?
something NORMAL?

look
look at me.
i’m a mess, you gotta expect this shit from me

what what?

in a good way.
is there a good way?

.

? man i dunno who you really is but like
making friends ain’t the hardest shit to do.
sometimes i be wary of motherfuckers tho
but it ain’t like i don’t wanna up and be a friend. just takes time.
so if you nervous on something. just be patient or come forth and we can see.

by the way, i’m still working on my spanish and i ain’t wanna make no fool outta myself more than i already motherfuckin do.