What’s your best memory

watching my babies hatch for the first time.
well. that’s the first shit that gets coming to mind.
i dunno what memory be BEST.
but i know some pretty good ones.

Biggest regret?

being a laughsassin
it wasn’t supposed to be the motherfuckin way it was.
it wasn’t fuckin supposed to cost the lives of my family.

If you could erase one thing from your past what would it be?

nothing.
what happened has happened.
i don’t wanna all think about the what ifs anymore.
i’ve learned from my mistakes.
i’ve crossed those bridges.
but i can’t change what’s happened. what’s the point in pretending i motherfuckin can y’know?

What would you say has been the biggest influence on your life so far?

uh.
damn.
a lot of shit has influenced me greatly.
good and bad.
some hella bad shit involving a kurloz pushed me to be a better motherfucker. and now that i’m slowly recovering from it, i’m pushing MYSELF to be less of a doormat. cuz i ain’t and never gonna be one.

my daughter is a good influence.
etoile.
shiiiiit…
i can’t even decide.

What would you say is your goal in life? Is there anything you’re working towards right now?

my goal in life.
i guess my goal is to be somebody someone can look up to.
being a good parent?
living a life worth living?
work up to being remembered?

Whats the worst nightmare youve ever had?

i don’t think any of you are ready to hear that. besides. it ain’t a nightmare. it’s a memory replayed in my mind as i sleep. .o}
fun.

how well do you get along with seadwellers? You’re right under them in the spetrum, do you relate to them in any way?

where did this come from, man?
shiiit, like.
i dunno why fuckers gotta ask this. we all trolls. we gonna relate in that sense. just cuz we got different blood don’t make a diff.
i’ve had a lot of bad experiences with seadwellers but they ain’t all bad. they ain’t all stupid, aggressive. They ain’t all monsters.

met some nice seadwellers and bad ones.
and i know those seadwellers could say the same about us.

how well do you get along with trolls and seadwellers, hm? there be a reason for your asking on this noise to me?