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it’s like i know you’re a shit person, but for some reason i’m still friends with you, or something close to it. acquaintances. wouldn’t call us battle buddies. since no matter what you’d kick my ass, but we used to at least have fun. maybe one day.

second star to the right and straight on till morning. that’s where you are. that’s where you’ll be. i miss you.

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you’re still gone and i’m glad. may you rot in the void for all eternity, i don’t give a shit.

it’s not that i don’t want you or want to be around you. it’s just the past and the past is keeping me from expecting much good for the future. but i’m trying and i know you are too. keep it up. i am rooting for you.

i fuckin wish you two would just fuck off of each other. 

i still don’t fuckin trust you one motherfuckin bit. so if you fuck up. i won’t hesitate to stab you in your throat.

i don’t hate you. i don’t. but sometimes you do shit that makes me grind my motherfuckin teeth.

you’re very inspiring and your messages always get me to smile when you send them. i keep them all. .o}

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it’s good to know you’re not dead. i’m just having a hard motherfuckin time taking that fact in having assumed for so long.

i think i’m not as passionate about this as i thought i was.

you’re amazing and sweet and i’m glad we’re friends. and i’m so. so so sorry i hurt you if i did

sometimes i worry about you while other times i’m thinking. ‘nah. they can handle it.’ 

i still don’t know what happened or why we ain’t talk no more. if i did something, i’m sorry.